I'm sorry for that.
I could sit here and give you a long list of reasons and/or excuses as to why that is but, let's skip that gub and get right on to the usual rambling.
So, VEDJ has generally been kicking my ass this month. It's quite a lot of work to make a video every day, and while I certainly enjoy it, I do start to wonder about the quality of what I produce. Although, it doesn't really matter because I vlog about the same general stuff I did before, only much more frequently. Thoughts have crossed my mind of extending this project to -attempt- to make videos every day from now until... infinity. But such thoughts were quickly vanquished from my brain as I realized I'm just far too lazy for that. Although, I do intend to make videos much more often. Weekly themed videos (ie, the Alphabetically Me segment I have been doing on Tuesdays) and sporadic ones in between. I'm thoroughly enjoying my time on YouTube. It's such a fun hobby, and ultimately I feel good doing it. It makes me smile. I hope to continue to make videos, whether anyone watches them or not. Because that isn't why I do it. I don't make videos to please other people, I don't go around begging for subscribers. I make videos for three main reasons a) I'm bored b) I like to talk to myself, about myself and c) It makes me feel good. Confident. Happy. and I like that.
Also, I suppose I should mention, that I got my braces this week. Monday, the 17th, I went down, sat uncomfortably in a chair, with a strange apparatus holding my mouth open and my tongue away from where they were attaching the braces, for approximately an hour and a half. What fun! Oh, and then, they decided to tell me I will soon need teeth removed to "achieve the look that I'm after" Really? I call bullshit. I was never informed of even the vague possibility of tooth removal and what "look" are you talking about? I never asked for any "look" I just want this damn overbite fixed. Nothing more, thanks. We are waiting to hear back from my orthodontist to determine whether or not this tooth removal business is mandatory. I'd rather skip it, if that's at all possible....
Oh, right. I was talking about braces! Well, they're on there. Uhh, well, the bottom ones anyway. The top set don't get put on until next month. Silly, I know, but that's how they planned it. They've so far been quite irritating and difficult to get used to. Little things I didn't realize I did or would be a potential problem are starting to become painful and unpleasant. Eating is a bit of a chore. Food selection is so limited, due to being unable to chew much (ouch! painful!) as well as allergies. And then of course, swallowing is the worst part. Have you ever tried swallowing without allowing any portion of your tongue to touch your teeth? Try it. It ain't easy. And it's not nearly as noticeably difficult for you, since you don't have hunks of pointed metal just sitting there, waiting to stab away at the soft flesh.
But I know they are a necessary evil, however unpleasant they may be, it will be worth it in the end to look in the mirror, smile and be happy with the smile I see.
This is just a wall o' text tonight! I do apologize! For that, and for my lack of updates on a regular basis. I have been spending all my time over on Youtube, Tumblr, and obsessively watching Gilmore Girls. I'm very busy and important! xD
Alright, well enough about me. (who the hell else would I be talking about? It's my blog!)
I shall now go struggle to floss and brush my aching teeth (did I mention they were aching? oh yes, the lovely pressure of the metal is quite dandy!) and curl up to a few episodes of good ol' GG. I've just started season six, and am very upset. Lorelai and Rory are currently not on speaking terms and because I identify with their relationship so much, it hurts me on a deep, meaningful level that I don't expect you to understand. (lawl, jk, I'm feeling pompous tonight.)
Sweet Germany, I just wrote another wall o' text!
So sorry! xD
GOODNIGHT.
FO REAL THIS TIME.
*edit*
oh shitballs, I forgot to tell you what page I'm on in Harry Potter!
As I can't remember the last time I read... I'll have to go check in the book.
Current Harry Potter Book: Philosopher's Stone
Page Number: 145
Wow... well I'm just getting nowhere with this book D:
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