Saturday, March 31, 2012

I have the most unsettling, restless feeling right now.

I want to do something. I can't sit still. But I'm exhausted.
I don't know what I want.
I want to laugh and cry and sing and sleep and dance and talk til I can’t speak a word and stay utterly silent and listen to music and watch shows and read books and sit in the dark doing nothing.
All at once.
I don’t even.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

Monday, March 5, 2012

So, I'm wishing for something right now...


Something very small but very important to me,
and I’m not going to share it
because wishes don’t come true if you share them,
but if you could wish for me too
or pray
or whatever it is you do,
that would be lovely.
Because I kind of really need this.
Want this?
No, need this.
Just, if you have a wish or two to spare,
maybe wish for my wish to come true?