I have the most unsettling, restless feeling right now.

I want to do something. I can't sit still. But I'm exhausted.

I don't know what I want.

I want to laugh and cry and sing and sleep and dance and talk til I can’t speak a word and stay utterly silent and listen to music and watch shows and read books and sit in the dark doing nothing.

All at once.

I don’t even.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me.